This book caught my attention simply because I’d not seen it on the library shelves before. My interest was piqued when I read the blurb and realised it was written by a 22-year-old. It took me less than a day to read it from cover to cover (158 pages) but I’m sure it took Jolene a few hundred times longer to write.
In Jolene’s Story, Jolene Goh shares intimate details about her traumatic experience: she was born illegitimate, was sexually and physically abused by her stepfather from age 6, ran away from home, smoked, sniffed glue, took drugs, got into fights, got tattoos (at least one of which she has since regretted), joined gangs, committed petty crimes and stole, and ended up in SGH (Singapore Girl’s Home). Readers get a peek into life at SGH, from how “colourful” it is, to the secret codes of behaviour and misbehaviour that goes on.
This is a dark personal account of a desperate life (Jolene was often depressed and even contemplated suicide) and it must have been difficult to write the book because it meant recounting a lot of unhappy memories. I believe that writing this memoir has helped Jolene in the healing process and it makes her feel better and less alone, thus gaining the confidence and attention which she sorely lacked.